gawd~  today was.. crucial!!  >.<"  we got bn ftx all this week..  n we did litter carries thru obstacle courses n bunch of other bull crap all day..  i hurt!  -.-;;  fukkin' heavy @ss bastards..! why come there's so many fat people in da army?!!  how did i ever make it thru 4months of ait full of this sh!t at ft. sam..?  --+  on the other hand, dam i feel weak!  do i need to hit up them weights or wut?!!  geez~

anyhOo, tomo should be pretty relaxing..?  since we got a 6mile ruck march early early fri morning.  doh..!  but wif this company u can never tell..  nuffin we do ever makes no dam sense.

gosh.. i can so go fo a nice hott bubble bath n a full body massage~  ^^;

btw, my cuzz told me he's gettin married this summer!  whoa~  *^^*  i'm so happy fo him!  but..  i can hear my mommy already goin bLah bout how now i'm really next n when dats gonna happen n wif who n on n on n on~  --+

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argh*  i feel so.. irritated!    'n wut da fukk..!  i just broke my glass cup!    my clumsy ass..  -.-;;  gawd my floo is a mess.    but fukk it, i don't feel like cleaning it up.. 

so i was talkin wif daddy today..  n why he's like if there's any chance of me deploying just stay in korea another yr!  wdf..!  i mean, i can see where he's comin from.. but just the thought of being here fo another whole yr... is... SIGH*    여기서는 왠지모르게 내가 썩어가고있는 기분이든단말야..  느낌 이빠이~ 드러..!    글구.. 외롭기두한거갔구...    

i think i got da cold AGAIN!  it's like da 4th time this winter already..!  argh*    so much fo dat "bloody" flu shot the army MADE ME get huh?  o wait, flu n cold is two different things eh? 

well i was gonna pass out early tonite..  but...  can't sleep.  prob cuz i slept good 12hrs last nite!    so i'm frolickin about in my room wondering wut to do..  'n decided to go bLah on about on this joint.  it's been a hott min!  giggles*  altho..  ain't much goin on wif me at the moment..  other than the usual bs drama wif da army.    so da word is, dat from here in korea, unless we've been deployed in the past yr, we're all going to a unit that will deploy.  poop*    i don't wanna deploy!!  ever!!!  sigh*  so i could stay in korea fo a while longer..  or take my chances n go back to the states...    eek..!  i can't decide!  but..  as much as i don't wanna get deployed, i don't think i can stay in korea any longer either.  well, change subject.  dat sh!t's gettin me depressed..? 

past weekend was korean new yrs~    i got to see alotta my family peoples..  n "collect" $s..!    giggles*  but the thing wif hangin wif my cuzz oppas is..  we always end up gettin crunked!  it was... literally.. painful!    'n why they took me to go eat next day.. to some pig "blood-clot" soup joint!  aghhhhhhh..!  sickness!! 

suddenly i don't feel too good.  i think i'm done.  duces!!     

Happy Burrrfday to me!!  yay!!! 

wow~  27th B-Day..!  am i gettin' old or wut!!    giggles*

so this is how my burrrfday started..  last nite i went upto seoul to meet up wif my cuzz oppas.  they took me out, we had ALOT to drink n ate.. and didn't realize how late it had got..  so he put me in a cab to go back to post (which shoulda been like an hr drive..)  and i dozed off n woke up around 11:30ish, which was way past the time i shoulda been on post already.  n i look out da window n everything's pitch black, no lights no people no nuffin!  so i admit, i was pretty dam scurrred..  i ask da cab driver where we was at n he bearly says anything!!  i ain't know wut to do...  and at the same time i ain't wanna get out in da middle of nowhere.  n well, i broke down!  i cried the whole way..  till i seen some lights.. then i got da fukk out.  the cab fare ended up to be like, $150!  i cursed his ass out.. n paid him like $30, altho really i ain't wanna pay him shit!  then took a diff cab n got to the main gate..  but it was like 1am, hr past curfew.  so i couldn't get in or nuffin n it was fukkin freezing!  well i got a rm at a nearby motel..  didn't get back on post till like 5am, bearly made it to formation..  got a sick call slip n passed out in my rm.  n by morning my eyes was so puffy n it was stinging!  >.<"  but at the company there was another burrrfday package waitin fo me which cheered me up alot!  ^^;  got off early, bout 3:30ish..  then my co-workers took me out fo yummy dinner n cake.  then keroke~  hehhehee  it was so fun!!  so yea, rough start but it ended good~  ^^V  altho..  i don't think ima be takin a cab alone fo awhile...  dat sh!t was.. traumatizing!  --+ 

well 2mo days of work left this week.. then off fo 5days!  yay~  hehehheheheee *^^*

nitenite..!  ^^;   

whoa..!  why come there's so many changes to this xanga joint??    i've been gone fo too long~  huh?  giggles*    but it still got 'em same o'l smilies!  i lub it!! 

anyhOo, just found out yesteday dat ima be goin' to WLC on feb 5 fo .. 30days!    which means..  ima miss the superbowl, a 4day weekend, and worst of all.. my burrrfday!    'n freeze my @ss off!!  sigh*    i think this was a set up..!  --; 

gosh..  i thought i had alot of stuff to go bLah 'bout...  but i'm a sleepy one.  fukk it!  i tried~  giggles*   

back on xanga!    giggles*  [thankx esther fo fixin' my sh!t  ]

dam it's been a hott min..!  where do i start??    .............

actually.. i'm sleepy.  it was a rough weekend.. er rough week!  >.<"  this can wait...  nitenite.