gosh..  i got put on a detail pulling guard at the post museum..!  >.<"  and the schedule is so weird..  work 7days off 3 days, then work 7days off 4 days, and again...  -_-;  altho i really can't complain since i just sit there and do absolutely nuffin'.  and we get 2hr lunch break.  but it's sooOoOOoOooo BORING!!!  aghhhhhhh!  --+ 

but shiet, 4 mo days 'till i go home to muuUuUurrrRRrland!  hehehheheee  *^^*  i'll be home fo 12days..!  ^0^  muhahahhahahaaa  

have i already said that i REALLY don't like it here..?  *-*

well time fo dinner then a quick nap so i can go out 'n play..!  gawd~ ima prob end up pullin' an all niter and struggle to make it to work tomo morning by 09:00!  argh*  but dam.. i dunno if i can hang like i used to like dat anymore..?  ^^;

btw.. the army's got me AGAIN..  'till 22 JAN 2010!  O....mG... 2010!!!  wut was i thinking??  doh..!  *>.<*"   

i don't know..!! >.<"
Current mood: confused

o gosh...  wut do i do?!?!?!!! 

so i gotta re-enlist to play soldier as combat medic fo 4 mo years or get out.  'n NO OPTIONS NO BONUS no nuffin' if i re-enlist, well 1SG told me he'll give me monday&tuesday off if i re-enlist tomo..  but sh!t.. sign my life away just like dat fo 4 mo years to get 2days off??  um.. NO! 

well.. i WAS planning on playin' soldier fo da whole 20yrs, but i don't know if i want to no mo??  'n if i get out now and change my mind later i can always come back to play soldier after 2yrs.. or go back to reserves..?  and i can go home to MuUuurRRrLand!! 

dangit.. i don't know..!!!  sigh*

well back to CQ.. i guess i have ALL NITE to think about it.. 

  i wanna go home.. to MaRy-O-LanD..!

omfg..!  i ain't gonna make it here!!!  forreal forrealz!!    it's ALL bad!!  real real bad!  &*!^*(^#@(*(*()...  times like this i wish i can just fukkin' QUIT this army bs 'n go home!  'cuz really.. it's ALL f*kkin' BS!

so how long is a fukkin' 2000 word essay anyways??  'n i gotta hand write dat sh!t too..    f*kk...! 

                                     awol moments..!

props to my nerdy sis, hyemin, fo using her compy skillz wif photoshop..!  mUah*

i got a sidekick fo christmas..!    so the new # is 301-793-1143  i don't know yet wut ima do wif my other celly now...    oh, and new aim sn -  tRo0piE  (AGAIN i know!! this is the last time i swear..!  heehhehee  )

it was great being home fo christmas!  to everybody i ain't get to see or wut not, merry merry christmas!!!  hope all y'all had a good one!  like me!!  hehehheee  ^^V

well i flew back from md last nite 'cuz i got duty today.. trooper picked me up and we went to go eat yummy steak 'n wine.    then just "hung out"...  giggles*    he got me perfume fo christmas.. wow, my very 1st perfume!    wuts really going on..?  first my sis teaches me how to wear make-up, now perfume..!  i feel all grown up.  lol..    anyhOo, so now i'm just sittin' in my office patiently waiting to get off so i can fly rite back to md tonite!  muhahahhaaa    awol status..!  it's great!!!

okies troopie out.